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Sun Apr 9, 2017, 11:15 PM

Hey there folks! Hope you have had a good weekend. :)

I guess....now here comes the awkward subject of explaining why I didn't do a live stream this weekend.....
...It's because nobody answered this journal when I asked if you might like to see a live stream from me...

I mentioned it on my deviations too so I can reach more people, because I know most of people here has on off the journal notifications.....and nothing happened.  O_O
And plus, nobody shared this journal with other people..
So, got panic....

And you know I have a good reason for that! I simply didn't wanted to risk to be left alone for hours waiting for someone to come, like a bride whose man decided at the end he didn't want to marry her.
...I think if that would happen with my stream, it would break my heart.

...It's funny, the fact nobody gave any opinion about it....it was so surreal....
It made me feel like I'm living on a gosth town....
.....maybe is thia the polite response of you guys, to tell me that you are not interested on seeing a live stream from me.?....
....I think I might have preferred to hear you to say no, than nothing....

...Maybe this is not as fun for other people as it is for me, if the stream comes from me....
.......Or maybe I was just too naive to believe some people were going to want to see a stream from me, when there are a lot of other artists out there who make live streams very often, and who have better art skills than I....

I thought my live stream was to going to be cool because I was going to try a challenge never tried by an artist before. That is to do a good drawing enterely with mouse..
Currently I don't have a tablet, and I miss my tablet soo much.....I just wanted to see this on a positive way. That's why I had the idea of this challengue.
Also, I wanted a change to hang out with all my friends, and that seemed like a great place to do it. 
I just experienced how cool...and fun... and amazing it was! When I experienced it being on other artist's stream....
....That I just wanted to live that adventure from the other side......

.......Would what I was thinking to do have been a cool and fun challengue to be seen?

.......Would have been awesome to talk with friends and meet new people on my stream, as it was when I was on another artist's one last year?

I don't know. :shrug: 

....And I guess I will never know....


And I know, maybe this journal is "weird." for some of you.  But I don't write it to "play the sad one" or anything.
I've always talked to people on a sincere way, with the heart. And true is, that this is what I feel.
I don't think I could bear to be left alone. on a live stream.

Anyways.. It took me a lot of time and suffereing ( a weekend and even after that ) to set up my computer so it could be able to stream. So I guess...before uninstalling the broadcast software from my computer....I will do another test tomorrow...
This time to see if the software I am working with can record.
....mostly because I'm curious :XD:

I guess...if it's a test, and nobody comes....then I will not have to wait for hours alone, because I will know if people doesn't come is because it's a test.  And I will not feel bad.

And I guess...That I wil just keep sharing my artwork uploading it here like always.
Which is really cool, and I would like to say I appreciate a lot that you can come to comment on my gallery! ^^


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Would you come to a live stream made by me?


Bonjour les mecs!
Some of you might have read the text bellow that is from the other weekend. (And yeah, writting here again, cos I don't see the need of doing a new journal for this little amount of text :XD:) that I took my time to to set my computer to do livestream, and test it, with great results!

It was very exciting and fun to realize that my computer was able to broadcast on live what I was drawing! It was such a fun and cool experience, even if I just had one friend who came by. 
Also, I would like to thank a lot to  :iconyokoboo:  because his  guide A Guide to Picarto and Xsplit saved my life! ^^
If you would like to make a livestream, follow these directions. This guide is really well explained and will help you a lot!

So yeah. After that weekend, I had planned to do my first "formal" livestream this Saturday or Sunday.
Last sunday night ( a couple of ours after doing my stream) I took dinner and I broke one of my teeth bitting a bone on the "asiento" I had on my food, a processed meat's product that wasn't suppose to have bones. And I thought I was going to have to cancel my stream because I had to go to the dentist.
But at the end it  happened that the dentist it's out this weekend. So, I'm excited because that means I could be able to do an stream this weekend! :excited: 
Although now I'm thinking about it....I'm doubting a bit I should try to do it again...
...Maybe it was just begginers luck that I wasn't alone at that day and nobody would want to come by if I do a next live stream. :lol:

Stream is such a cool and fun thing.....it's the best thing ever!
......but it can become really sad when nobody comes  to join you and you keep waiting for hours for the people to c.ome.
And no, that haven't happened to me yet...I don't need to have experienced that to know it's sad though :XD: it's just common sense.
Plus, I know me, I think if that happens to me, that would tear me apart....And of course, I wouldn't want that.

Or... maybe it's question of luck?....
A couple of friends told me they  think that what happened last time is just that people is usually bussy, and I didn't let people know about it one or more days before, so they could make time for coming.  Although I didn't do it at that time because it was just me testing if the software could broadcast correctly. So I thought it might be boring for people :XD:

I have a couple of things to do at home. Also I have to figure out how to record my streams on the software I'm usging, because I would like to keep them an a record. So meanwhile you can comment here and let me know what you think.

So, as the tittle says, this is why the journal is for.
I would like to know if you would like to see a live stream made by me and you would come. And if some of you say yes, then I will let you know if I'd have the time to do it tomorrow or today :D

If you share this journal on your journal so more people can know about it, I would appreciate it a lot!

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Atrix now on Picarto!!!


Hey folks! Howdy?
Hope you have had a good weekend!

It happened that after two days of suffering (here I documented  my suffering :XD: Or at least a bit of it, because it was a lot! atrixfromice.deviantart.com/jo… )
I finally was able to make my settings for a successful stream on Picarto..
I wanted to use livestream at first, but at the end I did it with Picarto because that was the site whose conection was more stable :)
Plus, livestream never recognize my camera...and  my screen capture always got bugged :(

I don't think I will be able to do a Live Stream Right now because my dad will come to visit, so I'll not be able to be online when he arrives..
.....But I'm doing a test on Picarto Right now! :D A 20 min. test, or until my dad arrives. So I let you know folks, in case you would like to come and give me a little hi there :)
picarto.tv/atrixfromice

 If you come, will feel better about not being able to stream this weekend as I planned. Don't be shy, I would love to see you there! :D

Also I'm doing this test, so all my suffering this weekend can worth at least!!! :XD:

The basics of streams in case you don't know:

* No roleplaying. (Just because sometimes talkings get confusing, as I've heard from other friends)
* No obsenities nor adult jokes/talks. (I want to keep the stream family friendly.)
 
* Be nice and corteous with everybody, and yes, that includes the creator!


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Sorry to hear your first formal livestream did not go as intended.  Honestly, I generally think of myself as having a steady following, and I don't really get more than a couple people in a stream at a time (usually topping off around 10-12 at most who just lurk and don't chat).  And the majority of the time that I do stream, no one else is in the room.  I've done all-day streams (I don't really recommend them to others, I do them because I work from home and get bored) and those usually last about 8 to 16 hours, and 90% of the time no one else is watching.  A lot of the time I personally invite friends or family in private messaging via skype, discord, or even facebook to come watch.  Building an audience is a lot of work and it definitely won't happen instantly, but if it's something you want to pursue, keep and it and you'll get there :3