A Moment for Faikel

Hi here folks! How are you doing?
I am now in the end of a hard hard day...it was hard cos I'm feeling ill since 3 weeks ago or something...I'm having trouble with my eyes and my stomach, but today...I think realized something that was a revelation about a trouble I was having cos I was having a moral dilemma and a really bad feeling that it was making mee so torn inside! Becuase I let somebody to convince me to do something even if I had the feeling I was not a good idea ...You know, this proves that ignorance it's more dangerous that bad intentions sometimes....most of the times...
But well, I think that today, we finally figured out that was the reason of that feeling I had, and that makes me feel way better ..I still am not sure if I'm going to feel all alright again after that, but well...I was near of destroying all what I am and all what I love about my spirit.....wounds that deeply are always hard to heal....Only time will tell...I think I'm going to make lots of great and meanful arwork cos, my artwork always have cured me when someone has hurt meor when I've been hurt by accident by the ignorant actions of somebody. And I have no doubt that it will do it again

Today I would like to share with you a drawing that I feel it express, not only how I feel, but how I would like to feel It's a drawing of faikel in a very beautiful moment of relax And you know that's the most funny thing about this drawing? that I drew it in a not relaxing moment at all At that day it was raining a lot and I was at the office, at work, at the afternoon. I just arrived and I was so wet cos I didn't had umbrella. And then I remined that I forgot the key of the office and I had to wait somebody else to arrive so I could get in. And I was all wet and bored So I started to think "I would have loved to be at home having a hot bath in a bath tub" And then I thought "I must be delirious because I don't have my own house and less a bathtub"
so, yeah I drew this to feel relaxed, and because I think faikel so deserves this! He deserves to relax, as well as me, but since I can't have a bath in a bath tub like I always wanted to try, well I just wanted to draw Faikel having a relaxing moment
Here...his chest looks a bit odd I know but I liked the bathtub and the hair too I hope you like this drawing and maybe it can make you feel relaxed like it did with me when I did it.