A Christmas Hug

Hi there folks!
I know christmas was days ago, but I took all my effort to finish it in time and I couldn't I hardly had free time since (as I mentioned it on my past deviation) I was attending my mom and sister who came to visit my dad and me and the rest of the family. Plus, they have the habit of going to sleep so late laate at night, and since we don't have much space at this new house, well we all sleep on the same bedroom (and on only one bed) and I always have to wait until they go to sleep. And even when they go to sleep, they always are laughing or watching videos from their cellphones (all their cellphones have internet except mine ) fighting with each other or/and mocking of me all the time.
So I don't know what I'll do, I feel like my holidays have been rather chaotic *sigh* And also exhausted because of lack of sleeping and hard work since I still have to do cooking and house cleaning and all that. Or maybe it's for the constant mock or the lack of love or both...or all those things combined together, but I feel empty....for some reason, I feel like, I don't even care much of doing art even...I feel misserable cos I know I have a miserable life ...and there's nothing I can't do to change it *sigh*....
But even so, I want to keep the optimist mind that someday, somehow, I'll find a way to cut off this life of pain and loneliness and I'll be able to set free and live a better life! So I tried to paint one of my sketches to share it with you guys, cos I wanted to show my Christmas spirit since Christmas it's my favorite season of all time
All my effort were in vain it seems though Because I took days to paint this (I don't even remember how many, I just know I started a couple of days before Christmas XD ) and this drawing....Uuughh I didn't liked it by bits Specially because the faces changed a lot The face of her it's nothing like the sketch, as well as faikel's one But her face it's the one that look weirder and it doesn't look as happy as it looks in the original sketch [link] And faikel's shy face was spolied when I painted this, sorry I failed at drawing an scene at half-light, but it's my second, or 3rd time that I try to do this kind of scene.
The background and everything else it's something I liked though I hope you liked this, it's a Christmas gift for the people who appreciate me and my artwork

Merry Christmas to you all and I hope you have a wonderful new year!